in my…

a pocket knife, hard drive and phone

all hidden between my clothes

this was not enough today, alone


tears, screams, threats

if they were to know it is worse than they thought

i’m sure there would be many more regrets


in my mind it continues


who do you tell?

who do you trust?

the voice in your head, or a person who would yell?


its ironic though

that the answer is plain and simple

and its not something i don’t know


just eat, MORE

but that is the thing about mental illness

you are fighting an irrational war


in my heart it aches





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